So bored. Yesterday I stopped by the Ayurvedic school here in boulder. I was really disappointed by the appearance of the house/yard and am not interested in spending my money there. There are not really many schools in America for it so I’m going to be looking into finishing my bachelors degree and then maybe I’ll go to India down the road to learn Ayurveda.
Regardless scheming up the next few years of my life. I want to just stay in one spot long enough to prove to myself I can follow through with something, even if I don’t want to. So that leaves Naropa here in boulder. Or a school in NYC. There’s one in Massachusetts too I think but I don’t want to live there. Idk if I can afford Naropa, as it is 40,000+ a year. I’m no longer considered to be a dependent of my parents so I could probably get all of that funded by the school but idk if the government will let me until I pay off my 35,000 dollar army ROTC bill. I’ve been quoted for a full free ride at Naropa based on my grades from HS and UCCS, so it’s worth still investigating. I would get a yoga degree with them, probably 3-4 years to complete because my credits from college are not required by that school. I have to learn Sanskrit and Buddhism as basic requirements there. I’ve always wanted to know Sanskrit (my friend has an ancient text from the Maya’s in Sanskrit..think flying ships that look like fish from Atlantis with complete drawings and information in Sanskrit)
Anywho still unsure about everything and life and yep..fuck